so long...

it's so hard to "start all over again"...so hard when you talk me like that.
it's painful, it really really hurts.

it brings me down.

I miss you a lot....so much!!! (How I miss you!!!! you really even know), but I don't know if you still want to be, and certainly stay with me, I already don't know....

it's been a long time....a really long time, one with six..... I never been so long with anybody, even with me....

Maybe I'm a little confused... NO!!! I'm not confused...it's only a stupid crazy and evil little thing....
(anyway it catchs my attention, I can't denay it)



and it keeps me bringing down....



AGGGRRR!!!



you known, you know that I love you, even if you don't feel it ( I think that it's the WORST feeling in the world...), but you don't know how much I love you...
how much I think about you, everything about you, how much I miss you, how much I need you, how much I need to stay with you...

you're simply amazing......
completly and so hard to descifrate.








Wathever.....

get back to work!!!



I hope.......I hope..... I hope a lot of things...

a lot of things of you, but..............